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twenty five/twentysix


……..what a year! This time last year we were hustling, packing and pitching all the stuff that we had no room for, we thought. I can’t tell how many times I have looked for something and think.. did I leave that behind in Lawrenceburg or was that at our house in Smyrna? Lord knows I have lost a few things along the way, but nothing truly important. After living and serving in two different churches in the past twenty years, now that we are “home” there is a sweet peacefulness, maybe this is the last post for us? I dare not count on it, there lies the trap, thinking we are settled. God only knows the future and I know I don’t, but I trust Him. This Christmas was far more enjoyable without the pressure of packing and moving like last year and as I reflect on the when and how we got here I am astounded by the grace of God in our lives.

This has been a year of reunion and reminiscing; seeing old friends and family; remembering our family who aren’t here anymore although I feel then lurking around, especially at our church; they are the shoulders we stand on and I pray they know we know that. They paved the way for us, still a few bumps and curves left but if it were easy we would be rotten! Last year we thrived in comfort and joy, this year we have made a list and checked it twice; a lot to do but with the Lords help we have made it through…. In a couple of hours it will be twenty twenty’ six, wow! It was just the year 2000!

Had I honestly given any thoughts about growing up I may have expected the life I have now. When you pass by the fifties thinking ..” okay this isn’t so bad!” Then you hit the wall (the wailing wall I mean!)goodness I got old quick and I really should have stretched more, or any! The years have flown by and I truly did not pay enough attention but the blessings are our four grown up children who are our best friends and even better they are each other’s best friends. That is a wonderful gift and one of the most important things to me, right after them knowing Jesus and just before make a lot of money to take care of me in my old age! Hey kids I’m there!

The last year has been good.. so much fun and a rollercoaster ride all at the same time, we are very blessed and we know it. Of course I have been in a different place than my preacherman, he has had a huge job while I’ve been pretty much retired, but I do know that the Lord directed our path and I do know my job is to take care of my preacherman ( I’m working on that last one, I’m still kinda fussy, the Lord is helping me but I’m stubborn ya know!) we are In His hands, He is God and we are not, whew I can barely be me!

I am looking forward to next year, losing all the weight, reading my Bible more, praying never ceasing, only having kind words to say( yall don’t make that easy! ) not wish the cat would go to cat heaven, clean or keep my closet clean( why do I even mention it?), and most of all be a good friend.
That is not an exhaustive list but some top contenders for which I can surely do one of them and I feel like I can read and pray more, besides that I am lost!

Welcome new year, we are here waiting in all our mutual struggles and pressures. I have had to repent from not liking the most comfortable shoes I have ever worn! My daughter has asked for UGGS since they have been invented, they are on the ugly shoe list right after earth shoes and just before Dr.Shoals so I never bought them, but I was given some slippers this year and oh my.. they are still huge on my size ten feet, embarrassing huge, but they are a solid comfortable shoe! I repent and my punishment is that if you see me in them( I bought a pair to wear out the door) laugh knowing I’m dying inside because they look so huge! But I’m old and they are comfortable so there is that! This is the year I’m putting my vanity in check the best I can. I never realized how much I had till the gray hair came and I had cataract surgery ugh!

This is the beginning of a new year, I’m here waiting to see how it turns out…MARANANTHA! Look up y’all.. He is coming back!

P.S. on behalf of Ellie… 6/7 let that one die please! Jk

GRACE


What is GRACE?

It is something I can not earn, I have no possibilities of containing or holding or even controlling, hence my fears. It is not a commodity but a gift.

Maybe I am the only one who has difficulty with gifts? I love to give them but it is hard to receive them! Is it false humility or real humility or what?

I have come to the conclusion it is a born-in-us feeling of unworthiness. As if, I haven’t earned it so why would anyone give me a gift? It is a skill to learn, to be a receiver of gifts. I still have a hard time with it but after many “awe shucks, you shouldn’t haves …” I am able to at least graciously accept it. It is rude to not, actually, and it is offensive to the giver.

The giver is a candidate for a blessing, that is what the Bible says — give and it shall be given to you, pressed down and running over (paraphrased). That sounds to me like it is pretty good. I can always take some running over of blessings.

In our life we have been receivers of many great blessings. We have been blessed to know many great people who have loved us unconditionally and have helped to make our lives a bit easier. Many times I have guilt because I feel like I want to be the giver — more. But one precious woman told me one day, “your family does give, everyday with your service.” In a way she kinda rebuked me but in kindness. She wanted me to know we were important and not to sell ourselves short. What we do does make a difference!

AHHH GRACE!

This life we have been called to live is an important one. Most days I feel less than worthy to even claim I am a follower of Christ. Bad press for Jesus I think and that he doesn’t need the headache of me dragging along taking up space. But NO, he loves me and allows me to stand for HIM in every day of my life.He is a big GOD and he can take even my worst days. It is all about HIM and making sure I don’t come to the end of my life without the knowledge that I have shown someone the way to truth.

Argue all you want — don’t knock it till you’ve tried it!

First page of the Gospel of Mark, by Sargis Pi...

People are lined up saying the Bible is just a nice book written by men, mortal men (emphasis on men (not women)) but you show me someone who says that and I would bet that they have never read it in full! That is one thing I would wager to say is truth!

It is alive with a theme that runs from the table of contents to the maps — God is real, God is LOVE, Jesus is HIS SON, and salvation is through Jesus.

We can put whatever denominational name we want on GOD. It is all rubbish. I could care less if someone is a “kind” of Christian denomination. What I care about is, do you follow Jesus? Have you given HIM your whole heart? Do you make decisions based on your walk with the Lord?

The only way to do this is through GRACE.

I am unable to be a good person and I have proved that. Only through the GRACE of GOD can I be what HE has for me to be. And that is all I ever want.

Okay finished with my rant!

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